grunge is coming back baby

holy shit try this

2004-07-05T19:03:10Z

last night i went to some friends house that i havent seen in a long time and they had a shitload of weed like a little under a qp so they were like shawn we dont hate you for the shit that happenned dont believe those stupid christian fucks....so we smoke and smoke and smoke then taytay and i smoked ourselves sober....then i started blowing shotguns then this is where the insanity started....

tay told me about how this guy blew himself a shotgun so i tried and holy fucking shit i havent been that fucked up in a long time

this is how you go about giving yourself a shotgun people

first set the blunt up like you are gonna give someone a shotgun but cup your hands and bring them as close to your face as you can, then blow smoke into it and breathe in through your nose and do that until you cant do it anymore and you will get high as fuck off of a self shotguni choked myself out about 10 times doing that and i got fucked up more than i have from anyone ever blowing me a shotgun

try it kiddies its the shit

love fish

hey people

2004-07-03T18:18:25Z

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL PEOPLE I DELETED EVERYONE OFF OF MY FRIENDS.

LEAVE A COMMENT AND I SHALL ADD YOU BACK

OTHERWISE I WONT SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE A DICKHEADED THING TO DO BUT ALOT OF YOU FUCKERS I DONT EVEN KNOW AND FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER I ADDED YOU AND YOU ADDED ME IF YOU STILL WANNA BE MY FRIEND I AM COOL WITH IT I LIKE HAVING FRIENDS

BUT I DONT WANNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY STUPID FUCKS FROM PARIS SO I DELETED YOU all FROM MY FRIENDS ,I KEPT THREE PEOPLE AS MY FRIENDS BECAUSE I KNOW THEM AND WE ACTUALLY TALK ONLINE OR I KNOW THEM IN REAL LIFE

JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I WILL ADD YOU BACK I JUST NEEDED TO CLEAN UP MY SHIT SO I DONT HAVE TO LOOK AT PEOPLES DIARIES AND STUFF IF THEY DONT LOOK AT MINE

FAIR IS FAIR ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I SHALL ADD YOU BACK SORRY IF HURT ANYONES FEELINGS BY DOING THIS EXCEPT FOR THE HYPOCRITICAL PARIS FUCKS

LOVE FISH

P.S. sorry for the caps but i know that caps attract attention

killafish @ 2004-07-03T11:18:00

2004-07-03T16:22:51Z

damn straight if you fuck with me i will take a chainsaw to your bitch ass........leatherface for life motha fucka's

love fish

You are Leather Face.

You kill people that come in to your personal
space. The people in the area know and respect
your privacy. When dumb punks come around and
start wandering around your house, well no one
blames you for what happens next. As a bonus
you have more things for your 'hobbies'. You
were raised to be the way you are so it doesn't
bother you at all to do the things you do.

Which Horror Movie Maniac are you?
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fuck paris tn

2004-06-28T17:05:31Z

fuck paris tn and all the hypocrites that claim to be christians.

and fuck paypal all i want is a fucking wallet thats all...i lost my old one and i need a new one do i really have to go through all the fucking bullshit to get a new wallet i hope all you paypal mother fuckers choke on some paypal dick...

thats all

love fish

hello people new life take one

2004-05-26T21:05:39Z

what is up everyone i am alive and the shittiness of my life turned into greatness....i am having the most fun of my life its great i have made alot of new friends since my old ones deserted me....

everyone i think i am gonna restart the plan soon

i love all of you and i will update later

LEAVE ME A LINE SO I KNOW IF PEOPLE ARE ALIVE

love fish

hahahahahahahaha

2004-05-04T23:04:53Z

ok well everyone fishy is not dead i have just been having fun because i got a new house.....thats right everyone i am alive stop buy sometime and we shall smoke some and drink a little or something fun....like possibly trip shrooms.....wooha everyone have fun and lanie i shall call you tonight....

alana catherine salmon i am sorry i havent called you, i love you and i shall always love you

love fish

fuck this headache

2004-04-12T00:36:48Z

i got a hellascious headache and it sucks i wish i could see alana sometime soon i miss her and i love her......happy bunny bread day peoples....

so i am out of a shitload of money...i went home to see alana and get my mail the other day for about a week and the first night there i stopped at alanas to give her her stuff back and never go to paris again but we started dating again and i figured out how much i love her and how much she loves me....she has been with me for about a year now and thats about how long we have known each other.....she is the best girlfriend any guy could ever hope for and hopefully someday i will be the best boyfriend ever.she said she has faith in me that i will be just that one day and i cried because NO ONE has ever said they have faith in me.....i love her so much and i hope that someday i am the guy of her dreams..

ok now back to the money thing.....i got payed about 400 bucks and heres how the money disappeared...ok i think i spelled that wrong.....i went home so thirty to forty was gone because of gas and oil...then the first night back my car fucks up.so i have to call my parents to come and get me...next day i take it to the carshop to get it fixed and that was 200...so about 250 is gone.....well then i head back to the buro and hafta get gas so 20 is gone....so now about 270 is gone...then i wake up the other day lo and behold my car is gone.it got towed im thinking maybe 20 dollars to get it out NOOOOOOOOOO.....75 mother fucking dollars....so around 350 is gone oh yeah one more thing the day before i left i got a fucking boot on my car and had to pay 45 dollars to get it out..so that comes tooooooo 395 dollars....now i got 6 bucks to my name and some change until wednesday.then i get payed but the sad thing is it has to go to paying some tickets....well let me rephrase that 210 in tickets.

so i am broke needing a place to live and what not and i may be moving back to paris to be with alana but i dont know...

i love everyone that has not left me and if you have i hope your life goes good......not......ok i am joking i hope everyone loves their new lives fishless i know mine is fixing to be great.

and remember kids......its down the road not across the street...i know i just did

love forever fish

love fish

new entree.....i mean entry

2004-04-06T15:24:11Z

what the fuck happened to the world???

you know what i mean.......where the fuck are hitchhikers??? we need to bring back hitchhiking i think this summer i may just take a hitchhiking trip somewhere for a while........anyone that reads this pick up hitchhikers whenever you get the chance hitchhikers are people too just people that you dont know...i pick them up any chance i get and the way the worlds views have changed is making it harder for the world of hitchhikers to be able to get a ride because cops are asses and hassle them......

all in all i think it should be our duty as people to pick up hitchhikers..

one it doesnt pollute the world when a person is walking along a highway and if people are nice and pick up the lonesome person walking along the side of the roadthen that is pretty much 2 good deeds in one shot.....one is helping out a fellow human the other is not polluting the world.....

and if'n you believe in karma you would be rocking out with the goodness

love fish

fishys brand spanking new myspace

2004-03-29T23:05:20Z

ok i got a my space and i thought everyone should know i havent really fucked around on it long enough to learn all my shit.it is gonna be my art site soon whenever i get around to putting up some of my shit..

just search for my alias
first name - fish
last name - killscats

that is all

love fish

oh well fuck it

2004-03-29T01:23:49Z

i apologized to sideburns for doing that shit and i meant it with all my heart...but fuck him if he doesnt wish to be my friend then i am no longer his........same goes for sarah if she doesnt wanna be my friend anymore fuck her it was as much her fault as it was mine....anyone else who doesnt wanna be my friend fuck you also...

fuck anyone and everyone who hates me now just tell me and i wont fucking talk to you again and i will avoid any circumstances where something may cause us to interact.......

alana im sorry i was a dick to you all through our relationship......its been great with you hopefully i will get my shit straightened out and we can be together....just be careful in your life and if you need anything at all you can call me also i will bring your stuff to paris soon......i will always love you.....ALWAYS...and i shall never forget you and all the wonderful, great, perfect, amazing times we had together.....

but

everything must come to an end

love fish

Good luck

2004-03-27T08:08:13Z

life is total fucking shit right now...........death should come riding his god damned horse........

fuck

love fish

well fuck me

2004-03-26T15:30:31Z

life is shit.girlfriend broke up with me..best friend left me...AUTOMATA seems to not be happenning.......i am gonna paint tonight and start my kick ass myspace today sometime soon maybe tonight....well all in all life is shit right now..

love fish

weed is my steed

2004-03-20T01:18:41Z

so i havent really done much of anything more and more paris kids are moving to the nashville/boro area so that is cool mike french and laura moved to a place about 30 minutes away from here.......

alana and i have been not getting along to well and that sucks but everything will be cool in the end....

the beastie boys are the shit....no one can touch them.....NO ONE

i got payed and bought weed thats the only thing that i have been doing here lately is getting high but i love it........some girlie at work wants to get high with me sometime so that is cool......i love pot it is the shit....i just rolled a doobie snack so if anyone is in the boro we are going to the mall and i am gonna get high before that we are going to go see dawn of the dead tonight and i am gonna be high so it shall be the shit......

GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS

the beastie boys fucking rock asshole harder than 2 gay guys with viagra.

i am gonna smoke this one for all the friends that i dont see enough of.....this ones for the following people..

fat mike
joe
craig
joe jackson
nooga (incarcerated)...i just found out nooga got outta jail so thats cool
happy black jesus
brandon
and anyone else i have not had the chance to smoke with in a long time this next joints for you...and all my internet buddies

love fish

hahahahhahhahhahhahhahha

2004-03-13T07:14:56Z

hahahahahha oh my fucking shit demons this makes me cry laughing........

hmmmmmmm......bop

2004-03-12T23:16:12Z

hanson was gay and i remember going to a swimming pool one time with my sister and i was young and all the music sucked so i played mmmm bop about a million times by far the gayest thing i have ever done....

anyway back to what i was going to type.....last night i got home and was chilling when along comes brook...well he showed up with a bunch of whiskey and a hankering for some cigarettes so i was going to take him to get some smokes when my car wouldnt start......luckily though sideburns had just got off work so i jumped my car....which turned out the wires were just loose....

well i take brooks drunken ass to walmart so he can get some smokes and i could park my car....well we go in and he hops the barrier to the cigarettes and gets some turkish gold because he asked me what my favorite cigarettes besides kamel reds were.....because he likes the taste of them....well we do that and he gets bitched at by the lady because as i said he jumped the barricade to the other side to get some smokes....

then we go back to the dorm with sideburns and sarah...well when we get out she sees that i have a cigarette and proceeds to kick me in the shin so i kick her back.....the whole reasoning for the shin kicking shenanigans is because i told her i wasnt going to buy anymore cigarettes...she thought i did and i felt bad for kicking her in the shin...so i told her i was sorry...

anyway we get back and proceed to drink then shawn comes into the picture....well he has beer so he drank some beer...all in all we listened to alot of music and shanw and i ended up dragging brooks ass to his dorm and letting him go to sleep due to mass drunkeness on his part....and it took a long time because shawn and i are short and skinny and weigh about 230 together...wheras brook weighs about 180+ and is really tall.and he wasnt cooperating with our operation so we did everything by ourselves.and i think he died because his shit is still here and he hasnt came to get his skankboard and jacket if he does die i got dibs on his jacket......

and lanie if you read this before i talk to you i went to work and i will talk to you later tonight and hopefully you can come to the boro soon.....i love you...and i will be in paris nnext weekend

love fish

i smoked opium last night

2004-03-12T00:36:40Z

ok so last night i was chilling outside smoking a bowl when a bunch of people come up and one of the says hey fish.so i say hey man i didnt know who it was.then he says what are you doing and i say smoking a bowl and one of the guys says......"wanna smoke some opium...." and i say hell yeah.....so i ended up smoking all my weed and a shitload of opium....i liked it i wouldnt mind smoking just opium sometime.....

i dont have to work any this weekend and lanie is suppossed to come up here this weekend......hopefully i havent saw her in a long ass time so it will be great if she makes it up here if not i guess i will see her next weekend since i have weekends off forever now unless i wanna work.....

i keep meeting new people and i think it would be cool if everyone i met ended up becoming rich or famous that would be the shit...i could make a movie about it and then i would become a gabillionaire.

AUTOMATA should be happenning sometime soon in prolly about a month or so.so everyone be on the lookout and i am gonna make a myspace soon and put up my artwork people......

SOMEONE DO "THE MOTHERFUCKING PLAN" i have so much shit that i have here that i know would be appreciated.......

well i am gone

love fish

oh yeah i forgot i saw jesus the movie the other night since i get free movies since i work at the theater.....and i thought it sucked....

boro kids lets hang out this weekend someone from the boro it will be cool because i dont have shit to do this weekend

NEXT SHOW IS TODAY FREAKY DEEKY DUTCH

2004-03-01T20:26:11Z

tonight is a show at the muse at around 7 or 8 i think if anyone reads this i know with blood comes beauty is playing they are a great band and good friends of mine so go and see them at the muse in nashville....

they played a show the other night in cheatham county...it was pretty good i sold some buttons and shit for them while i was being the merch chick so i guess i did some good at one of their shows for a change...then i danced for a bit.....

i got high and walked around murfreesboro last night it was interesting i went to the vegan potluck and ate then sideburns ryan and sarah left and i stayed and hung out....then decided to try and find my way to the dorm i did so all is well....

hmmmm...valentines day was great i hung out with lanie all that weekend.....my job is super fucking easy and i get payed wednesday so hopefully i wil be able to go to paris sometime soon to get mail and hang out with lanie and whatnot.....

tony hawk underground aka THUG is a damn hard game on sick level so i havent beat it yet........i was trimming my sideburns last night and took a chunk out so i am sideburnless.....but alas all is well

well i am done for now

BUT FIRST

people do "THE PLAN" and you shall get a really really cool gift....but no one will know what it is unless they do "THE PLAN".....

love fish

alana this ones for you

2004-02-22T06:22:08Z

ok the other day i told alana about some weird shit i used to dream so this is pretty much for her..........

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
ok new topic

Adonijah says:
lol

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
do you remember when i used to talk about some girl in my dreams named danala

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
hey joe

Adonijah says:
yes

Adonijah says:
yeah you find her

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
ok guess what.i may sound crazy.but it is alana d. spelled backward

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
and i am going out with alana Doyle now

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
weird shit huh

Adonijah says:
lol

Adonijah says:
that is cool

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
word i agree but still weird

Adonijah says:
no kick ass

Adonijah says:
maybe you can see the future

the amazing pud slide slap attack says:
that would be cool you remember when i used to guess the points in super bowl games and how many turn over each team had

Adonijah says:
yeah

i was the amazing pud slide slap attack....weird shit huh.....

ok i am done

love fish

plans for my first paycheck and other shit

2004-02-20T05:17:05Z

first off the other shit....today i woke up no one was here so i was just in my pants rocking out playing dr robotniks mean bean machine...then andy knocks on the door and says wanna smoke a bowl we need a lighter....so i say fuck yeah....hence i smoke a bowl with him and some guy named chad....he said he asked me because he knew i would have a lighter...

now paycheck shit...

i will be working as much as i can so i will say 250 bucks is what i am gonna make...

first off pay off 52.50 in debts to sideburns and curtis i owe sideburns 42.50 for paying for my car to get untowed...blew ass i woke up went outside and lo and behold the black wave is gone so i was like shit it got towed....they didnt search my car so no drugs were found by them.....yay

then pay joe back 35.00 and get him some food for the wait...

then buy some weed so i will say 100-150 is gone

so now it is 235 total...so i have 15 bucks left over to do something with....

i am done i love all you guys and my day has been ok then total shit so i thought i would type some worthless shit to read

shower time

love fish

well hmmmmmmmm.......

2004-02-18T07:45:54Z

fishy thinks that he may just cave in and get a my space for a second journal type thingy but i will not spend that much time on it i just wanna be cool since i am the essence of cool anyway...

i had a shitload of fun during the vday weekend i stayed at alanas huge house in bellevue....we got a beta fish and looked at all the pet stores....we had fun i love her so much....

i will be updating more from now on...and my journal shall be the best again since andy said it sucks...you know what andy yo mama sucks....dick...that is..

OH YEAH FISHY GOT A MOTHA FUCKIN JOB......how crazy is that.....

yesterday i hung out with a bunch of people then this one guy was like your aura is yellow pink and red...it pretty much means i am a happy person....and i am pretty sure i can learn how to see auras and that would be the shit especially when i am fucked up...imagine me freaking people out by staring at them then reading their aura and being like "oh shit something bad is gonna happen to you i can see it through your aura...." then they will freak out and make something bad happen...hahahahahah it shall be great....then i can start bending spoons and making shit levitate...word sluts....

well i am done for the night...

love fish

tonight was pretty chill

2004-02-12T08:51:04Z

i cant wait till this weekend it shall be the shit...i love you alana...

i hung out with big d and tyler tonight...they are the shit i am happy i have got to meet them and be friends with them...they introduced me to alot of new music that i would not have otherwise ever heard of before they are gonna burn me some cd's sometime so that will be chill...

love fish

holy shitfucking monkeys i am the luckiest person ever

2004-02-10T12:35:45Z

alana is beautiful, valentines day will be the mother fucking shit, i am lucky, just looking at pictures of her makes me so fucking happy, i am the luckiest guy ever no doubt about itno one could ever touch her beauty....if there is a god or a higher being i owe you a milkshake buddy...

alana i love you more than words could ever express...im sorry for lying to you and treating you bad...i dont give a fuck how corny this may sound its the fucking truth i cant wait til this weekend and the future...hot damn she is beautiful...i love you alana....

love fish

insomnia in my head playa

2004-02-10T08:46:18Z

heres a quiz for my nigs tell me if it is correct i think it pretty much is and i am gonna put up more later til i get tired so this may be the longest lj entry ever....

but first i am gonna start making stickers so leave me a line and i may just mail out some for you peoples...

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Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Gregariousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|	18%
Modesty	\|\|\|	10%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Competence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	14%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	47%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Emotionality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%

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Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%

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niggas i told you i have insomnia it is now 4:16 in the morning i think after i get done with this i am gonna go walking or something.....i love you alana if you read this and even if you dont fishy loves rabbit....

m y . a p p e a r a n c e
--HEIGHT: five. nine.
--HAIR COLOR: kinda light kinda dark brown.
--SKIN COLOR: white hardcore white.
--EYE COLOR: green.
--TATTOOS: a cross that daniel gave me for my birthday that will say bitch one day.
--PIERCINGS: the nipples.

r i g h t . n o w
--WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: camo.
--WHAT COLOR IS YOUR SHIRT?: not wearing one.
--WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: some wutang song
--WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: medication : orange juice and ghetto sketti
--WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: kinda cold.
--HOW ARE YOU?: encased in a shell known as insomnia.

d o . y o u
--GET MOTION SICKNESS? nope.
--HAVE A BAD HABIT?: not keeping my word
--GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: now that i moved out yeah but in the day i hated my dad i will always love my mom though.
--LIKE TO DRIVE?: nope not one bit.

f a v o r i t e s
--TV SHOW: i do not watch tv
--NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: dr dank.
--ALCOHOLIC DRINK: goldschlaugher/any cinnamon tasting thing.
--THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang out with alana
--BAND OR GROUP: the beastie boys, casualties and dropkick murphies

h a v e . y o u
--BROKEN THE LAW: all the time
--RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yeah
--SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yep.
--EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: alot a whole lot
--MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes yes i have
--EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: yeah a few times actually
--USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah
--SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: all the time
--FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: a few times.
--BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: nope the lady said i suck at acting but she told one of my friends the reason she didnt let me be in it is because i am unruly....she was a bitch
--LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yep

l o v e
--BOYFRIEND: nope
--GIRLFRIEND: my ladyfriend alana
--CHILDREN: in the future 3 deathstar(boy), arryn(girl), and jesus christ(BOY)
--CURRENT CRUSH: none
--BEEN IN LOVE?: i am now
--HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: not really
--BEEN HURT?: i have hurt myself
--GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: hmmmm...i think

r a n d o m
--DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope
--YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: elvis or techno i think
--IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red
--WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: alana

w h e n / w h a t . w a s . t h e . l a s t
--YOU GOT E-MAIL: tonight from a friend
--THING YOU PURCHASED: geggy tah cd, dr dank, and NIN the downward spiral
--TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: does not apply
--MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: butterfly effect

a n g e r
--WHO DID YOU LAST GET ANGRY AT?: david and sideburns for talking while watching a movie i hate that shit
--WHAT IS YOUR WEAPON OF CHOICE?: thomas peter (sledgehammer handle)
--HAVE YOU EVER AND/OR WOULD YOU EVER HIT A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?: i have before and would do it again if provoked.
--HOW ABOUT THE SAME SEX?: damn straight i love fighting
--WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON WHO GOT REALLY ANGRY WITH YOU?: alana
--WHAT IS YOUR PET PEEVE?: talking during movies.
--DO YOU KEEP GRUDGES OR LET THEM GO?: keep them...i have a trust issue

w h a t . i s . t h e
--ONE THING YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DAILY BUT HAVEN'T DONE IN AWHILE?: jack off.
--LATEST YOU'VE WOKEN UP?: i slept friday to sunday one time because i almost od'd on sleeping pills
--NAME OF A PERSON YOU'VE BEEN MEANING TO CONTACT, BUT HAVEN'T?: craig.
--LAST LAME EXCUSE YOU'VE MADE?: im not sure
--LONGEST TIME YOU'VE WATCH THE WHOLE INFOMERCIAL?: i dont watch tv
--YOU GOT A GOOD WORKOUT?: with alana the other day in sarahs car
--HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON? never.

g l u t t o n y
--WHAT IS YOUR OVERPRICED YUPPIE BEVERAGE OF CHOICE?: dr dank.
--WHAT'S THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF ALCOHOL YOU'VE HAD AT ONE TIME?: ive been super fucked up before and shite myself if that counts
--HAVE YOU EVER USED A PROFESSIONAL DIET COMPANY?: yeah all the time seeing as how i weigh 120....hell no i have been skinny forever
--Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: candy then spicy shit.
--HAVE YOU EVER LOOKED AT A SMALL HOUSE, PET OR CHILD AND THOUGHT 'FOOD'?: i want to eat some human flesh before i die and i would eat a small animal if i were that hungry

l u s t
--HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE SEEN YOU NAKED?: pretty much everyone i have ever met
--HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SEEN NAKED?: too damn many
--HAVE YOU EVER CAUGHT YOURSELF STARING AT THE CHEST/CROTH OF SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX DURING A NORMAL CONVERSATION?: yeah.
--HAVE YOU "DONE IT"?: yes i am a sex addict
--WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BODY PART ON A PERSON OF YOUR GENDER OF CHOICE?: eyes then the cooter
--HAVE YOU EVER BEEN PREPOSITIONED BY A PROSTITUTE?: i am dumb what does this mean?
--HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO GET TESTED FOR AN STD OR PREGNANCY?: no i am clean.

g r e e d
--HOW MANY CREDIT CARDS DO YOU OWN?: none
--WHAT'S YOUR GUILTY PLEASURE STORE?: none
--IF YOU HAD A MILLION $ WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?: buy a house treat alana like the goddess she is buy a scion then give my friends some money and buy and smoke a pound of weed as fast as i could.
--WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: rich.
--WOULD YOU ACCEPT A BORING JOB IF YOU GOT PAID MEGA BUCKS?: damn straight nigga as long as i get some badass fringe benefits
--HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN ANYTHING?: yep
--HOW MANY MP3'S ARE ON YOUR HARD DRIVE?: i got pissed and deleted all of them.

p r i d e
--WHAT'S ONE THING THAT YOU'VE DONE THAT YOU'RE MOST PROUD OF?: not dying
--WHAT'S ONE THING YOU'VE DONE THAT YOUR PARENTS ARE PROUD OF?: graduatinghigh school and not dropping out
--WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO ACCOMPLISH IN LIFE?: living a great life til i get old and croak with alana
--DO YOU GET ANNOYED WHEN YOU COME IN SECOND PLACE?: nope
--HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED TO GET A HIGHER SCORE?: yep
--WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY THAT YOU'RE PROUD OF?: called alana after being an asshat and not calling her like i promised.

e n v y
--What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: all my friends are poor like me.
--Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: adam sandler.
--If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: no one since i am happy having alana.
--Have you ever been cheated on?: yes.
--Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: no.
--What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? keeping promises all the time not half the time
--Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: nope
--what is your favorite deadly sin?: sex...its the mother fucking shit i swear to godits better than any drug i have ever done

f a i t h
--What religion do you follow?: none
--Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?: human.
--Do you believe in magic?: yes.
--What was the last promise you broke?: i break them all the time to alana and i hate myself for doing it.
--Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?: i dont pray niggas.
--Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?: no jesus committed suicide and god is pro abortion

h o p e
--Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?: yep all i wanted was to be with alana.
--Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?: a long life with alana.
--Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?: yeah.
--Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?: yes.
--Do you gamble?: yes i do stuart.
--Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?: yes.

c h a r i t y
--What causes do you support?: helping out people.
--What causes have you given money or time to?: homeless people and hitch hikers.
--Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?: i have given money to homeless people because i have been there
--Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel?: i did but i changed it because i love weed.
--Do you give money to the homeless on the street?: yes.
--Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?: yes.
--What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?: i killed someone once and i would do it again.

f e a r
--What are you most afraid of?: getting my teeth knocked out.
--What did you do today that was really brave?: hmmmm...nothing.
--Who is your favorite superhero, and why?: donnie darko.
--Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?: i have and i would do it again.
--If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?: heart.
--Have you ever gotten stage fright?: nope.
--Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?: a little of both i guess more leader though.

j u s t i c e
--Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?: no.
--If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?: i wouldnt go but if i did the left arm will get chopped off in bootcamp i hate war.
--Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?: if they killed someone and got caught then fuck yeah
--Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?: no fuck him in his ass with a bomb
--What was your favorite media circus trial?: oj the bitch did it and everyone knows it
--Have you ever written a letter to a politician?: i dont think so

t e m p e r a n c e
--What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?: thinking before i do shit.
--Do you collect anything?: video games and music
--Are you addicted to anything?: sex.
--Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?: yes.
--What's your preferred method of paying for things? cash.
--Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do?: hurt alana so many times.
--Do you feel that you obsess over things?: yes.

p r u d e n c e
--Who is the wisest person you know?: myself.
--Have you ever participated in a vigil?: who or what the fuck is a vigil.
--Do you take advice when it's given?: sometimes but mostly no
--What area are you wisest in?: the art of sexual acts
--Do you drive defensively?: i dont think so
--Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage?: damn straight fuck some condoms
--What did you learn today?: that an 8th is the same as a quarter and fargo is funny as hell

it is now 7 minutes till 5 sorry if i pissed anyone off with this long ass mother fucking entry...wait no im not either...

love fish

the newness biatches

2004-02-09T20:00:57Z

i took a kinkster test thingy and here is my outcome....i am a sex addict i love it....i wish i had lanie here though then...wooooo damn craziness would ensue....

Congratulations!
Your kinky sex score was 575!

Here is the chart so that you can see how you are rated:

Under 100 You need to lighten up and live a little!
100 to 200 You have an average sex drive in need of kink.
201 to 300 You have sweet hints of a kinky nature.
300 to 400 You are definitely a kinky player.
400 to 500 You are a major league kinkster!
500 or more Wow! You're too kinky for most!!!
600 or more SUPER FREAK ALERT! You da BOMB!

http://www.hotlanta.com/kinktest.htm

i need to find fifteen bucks i got some of it right now if i find more then i can get more weed i love the buro it fucking rocks the weed is good and pretty cheap...hot damn it rocks i am gonna get some nuggets if i get more money then i will be set for a while...i hate valentines day....it blows it is my second least favorite holiday....first being christmas....no one has been doing THE PLAN.....why not people????you should i got one cd from a guy in scotland...but i have to go to puryear to get it but i think that i am gonna get my mom to mail it to me...

and SPICY McPlaya will you get me craigs number from his sister just tell her you are getting it for shawn please please please.....

alana if you read this i love you and you make me happy...

oh yeah people mustangs suck when it comes to sex....oh yeah i got pearl jam vitalogy one of my all time favorite cd's and it works...well i am gone

i love all you people but partake in THE PLAN i got some cool drawings and paintings in the works....

love fish

Pimpin the Pussy (cats)

2004-02-06T01:40:14Z

blah blah blah nothing new has happenned lately....

except i finally got the geggy tah cd i have been looking for it since i was 12 and a good friend i had moved along with the only copy of geggy tah i had ever saw...i also got NIN the downward spiral since i hadnt listened to them in a few years i am gonna make copies of all their cd's since my sister has them then i will be set....

sah the butterfly effect i liked it it woulda been better if it had ended with him saying to kayleigh "if i ever see you again i will kill your fucking family" or something along those lines... well i am done for now

also tomorrow i will be going to puryear to see henry county mosh spicies band play...and get some amil from THE PLAN i know i got a cd from a friend in scotland and i got some more shit i do believe so people you shall be getting some shit here pretty soon...

love fish