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Monday, July 5, 2004
last night i went to some friends house that i havent seen in a long time and they had a shitload of weed like a little under a qp so they were like shawn we dont hate you for the shit that happenned dont believe those stupid christian fucks....so we smoke and smoke and smoke then taytay and i smoked ourselves sober....then i started blowing shotguns then this is where the insanity started....
tay told me about how this guy blew himself a shotgun so i tried and holy fucking shit i havent been that fucked up in a long time
this is how you go about giving yourself a shotgun people
first set the blunt up like you are gonna give someone a shotgun but cup your hands and bring them as close to your face as you can, then blow smoke into it and breathe in through your nose and do that until you cant do it anymore and you will get high as fuck off of a self shotguni choked myself out about 10 times doing that and i got fucked up more than i have from anyone ever blowing me a shotgun
try it kiddies its the shit
love fish
Saturday, July 3, 2004
HELLO LIVEJOURNAL PEOPLE I DELETED EVERYONE OFF OF MY FRIENDS.
LEAVE A COMMENT AND I SHALL ADD YOU BACK
OTHERWISE I WONT SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE A DICKHEADED THING TO DO BUT ALOT OF YOU FUCKERS I DONT EVEN KNOW AND FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER I ADDED YOU AND YOU ADDED ME IF YOU STILL WANNA BE MY FRIEND I AM COOL WITH IT I LIKE HAVING FRIENDS
BUT I DONT WANNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANY STUPID FUCKS FROM PARIS SO I DELETED YOU all FROM MY FRIENDS ,I KEPT THREE PEOPLE AS MY FRIENDS BECAUSE I KNOW THEM AND WE ACTUALLY TALK ONLINE OR I KNOW THEM IN REAL LIFE
JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I WILL ADD YOU BACK I JUST NEEDED TO CLEAN UP MY SHIT SO I DONT HAVE TO LOOK AT PEOPLES DIARIES AND STUFF IF THEY DONT LOOK AT MINE
FAIR IS FAIR ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I SHALL ADD YOU BACK SORRY IF HURT ANYONES FEELINGS BY DOING THIS EXCEPT FOR THE HYPOCRITICAL PARIS FUCKS
LOVE FISH
P.S. sorry for the caps but i know that caps attract attention
11:18AM
damn straight if you fuck with me i will take a chainsaw to your bitch ass........leatherface for life motha fucka's
love fish

You are Leather Face.
You kill people that come in to your personal space. The people in the area know and respect your privacy. When dumb punks come around and start wandering around your house, well no one blames you for what happens next. As a bonus you have more things for your 'hobbies'. You were raised to be the way you are so it doesn't bother you at all to do the things you do. Which Horror Movie Maniac are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Monday, June 28, 2004
fuck paris tn and all the hypocrites that claim to be christians.
and fuck paypal all i want is a fucking wallet thats all...i lost my old one and i need a new one do i really have to go through all the fucking bullshit to get a new wallet i hope all you paypal mother fuckers choke on some paypal dick...
thats all
love fish
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
what is up everyone i am alive and the shittiness of my life turned into greatness....i am having the most fun of my life its great i have made alot of new friends since my old ones deserted me....
everyone i think i am gonna restart the plan soon
i love all of you and i will update later
LEAVE ME A LINE SO I KNOW IF PEOPLE ARE ALIVE
love fish
Wednesday, May 5, 2004
ok well everyone fishy is not dead i have just been having fun because i got a new house.....thats right everyone i am alive stop buy sometime and we shall smoke some and drink a little or something fun....like possibly trip shrooms.....wooha everyone have fun and lanie i shall call you tonight....
alana catherine salmon i am sorry i havent called you, i love you and i shall always love you
love fish
Sunday, April 11, 2004
i got a hellascious headache and it sucks i wish i could see alana sometime soon i miss her and i love her......happy bunny bread day peoples....
so i am out of a shitload of money...i went home to see alana and get my mail the other day for about a week and the first night there i stopped at alanas to give her her stuff back and never go to paris again but we started dating again and i figured out how much i love her and how much she loves me....she has been with me for about a year now and thats about how long we have known each other.....she is the best girlfriend any guy could ever hope for and hopefully someday i will be the best boyfriend ever.she said she has faith in me that i will be just that one day and i cried because NO ONE has ever said they have faith in me.....i love her so much and i hope that someday i am the guy of her dreams..
ok now back to the money thing.....i got payed about 400 bucks and heres how the money disappeared...ok i think i spelled that wrong.....i went home so thirty to forty was gone because of gas and oil...then the first night back my car fucks up.so i have to call my parents to come and get me...next day i take it to the carshop to get it fixed and that was 200...so about 250 is gone.....well then i head back to the buro and hafta get gas so 20 is gone....so now about 270 is gone...then i wake up the other day lo and behold my car is gone.it got towed im thinking maybe 20 dollars to get it out NOOOOOOOOOO.....75 mother fucking dollars....so around 350 is gone oh yeah one more thing the day before i left i got a fucking boot on my car and had to pay 45 dollars to get it out..so that comes tooooooo 395 dollars....now i got 6 bucks to my name and some change until wednesday.then i get payed but the sad thing is it has to go to paying some tickets....well let me rephrase that 210 in tickets.
so i am broke needing a place to live and what not and i may be moving back to paris to be with alana but i dont know...
i love everyone that has not left me and if you have i hope your life goes good......not......ok i am joking i hope everyone loves their new lives fishless i know mine is fixing to be great.
and remember kids......its down the road not across the street...i know i just did
love forever fish
love fish
Tuesday, April 6, 2004
what the fuck happened to the world???
you know what i mean.......where the fuck are hitchhikers??? we need to bring back hitchhiking i think this summer i may just take a hitchhiking trip somewhere for a while........anyone that reads this pick up hitchhikers whenever you get the chance hitchhikers are people too just people that you dont know...i pick them up any chance i get and the way the worlds views have changed is making it harder for the world of hitchhikers to be able to get a ride because cops are asses and hassle them......
all in all i think it should be our duty as people to pick up hitchhikers..
one it doesnt pollute the world when a person is walking along a highway and if people are nice and pick up the lonesome person walking along the side of the roadthen that is pretty much 2 good deeds in one shot.....one is helping out a fellow human the other is not polluting the world.....
and if'n you believe in karma you would be rocking out with the goodness
love fish
Monday, March 29, 2004
ok i got a my space and i thought everyone should know i havent really fucked around on it long enough to learn all my shit.it is gonna be my art site soon whenever i get around to putting up some of my shit..
just search for my alias first name - fish last name - killscats
that is all
love fish
Sunday, March 28, 2004
i apologized to sideburns for doing that shit and i meant it with all my heart...but fuck him if he doesnt wish to be my friend then i am no longer his........same goes for sarah if she doesnt wanna be my friend anymore fuck her it was as much her fault as it was mine....anyone else who doesnt wanna be my friend fuck you also...
fuck anyone and everyone who hates me now just tell me and i wont fucking talk to you again and i will avoid any circumstances where something may cause us to interact.......
alana im sorry i was a dick to you all through our relationship......its been great with you hopefully i will get my shit straightened out and we can be together....just be careful in your life and if you need anything at all you can call me also i will bring your stuff to paris soon......i will always love you.....ALWAYS...and i shall never forget you and all the wonderful, great, perfect, amazing times we had together.....
but
everything must come to an end
love fish
Current mood:  content Current music: the whir of an icecream machine
Saturday, March 27, 2004
life is total fucking shit right now...........death should come riding his god damned horse........
fuck
love fish
Friday, March 26, 2004
life is shit.girlfriend broke up with me..best friend left me...AUTOMATA seems to not be happenning.......i am gonna paint tonight and start my kick ass myspace today sometime soon maybe tonight....well all in all life is shit right now..
love fish
Friday, March 19, 2004
so i havent really done much of anything more and more paris kids are moving to the nashville/boro area so that is cool mike french and laura moved to a place about 30 minutes away from here.......
alana and i have been not getting along to well and that sucks but everything will be cool in the end....
the beastie boys are the shit....no one can touch them.....NO ONE
i got payed and bought weed thats the only thing that i have been doing here lately is getting high but i love it........some girlie at work wants to get high with me sometime so that is cool......i love pot it is the shit....i just rolled a doobie snack so if anyone is in the boro we are going to the mall and i am gonna get high before that we are going to go see dawn of the dead tonight and i am gonna be high so it shall be the shit......
GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS
the beastie boys fucking rock asshole harder than 2 gay guys with viagra.
i am gonna smoke this one for all the friends that i dont see enough of.....this ones for the following people..
fat mike joe craig joe jackson nooga (incarcerated)...i just found out nooga got outta jail so thats cool happy black jesus brandon and anyone else i have not had the chance to smoke with in a long time this next joints for you...and all my internet buddies
love fish
Saturday, March 13, 2004
hahahahahha oh my fucking shit demons this makes me cry laughing........

Friday, March 12, 2004
hanson was gay and i remember going to a swimming pool one time with my sister and i was young and all the music sucked so i played mmmm bop about a million times by far the gayest thing i have ever done....
anyway back to what i was going to type.....last night i got home and was chilling when along comes brook...well he showed up with a bunch of whiskey and a hankering for some cigarettes so i was going to take him to get some smokes when my car wouldnt start......luckily though sideburns had just got off work so i jumped my car....which turned out the wires were just loose....
well i take brooks drunken ass to walmart so he can get some smokes and i could park my car....well we go in and he hops the barrier to the cigarettes and gets some turkish gold because he asked me what my favorite cigarettes besides kamel reds were.....because he likes the taste of them....well we do that and he gets bitched at by the lady because as i said he jumped the barricade to the other side to get some smokes....
then we go back to the dorm with sideburns and sarah...well when we get out she sees that i have a cigarette and proceeds to kick me in the shin so i kick her back.....the whole reasoning for the shin kicking shenanigans is because i told her i wasnt going to buy anymore cigarettes...she thought i did and i felt bad for kicking her in the shin...so i told her i was sorry...
anyway we get back and proceed to drink then shawn comes into the picture....well he has beer so he drank some beer...all in all we listened to alot of music and shanw and i ended up dragging brooks ass to his dorm and letting him go to sleep due to mass drunkeness on his part....and it took a long time because shawn and i are short and skinny and weigh about 230 together...wheras brook weighs about 180+ and is really tall.and he wasnt cooperating with our operation so we did everything by ourselves.and i think he died because his shit is still here and he hasnt came to get his skankboard and jacket if he does die i got dibs on his jacket......
and lanie if you read this before i talk to you i went to work and i will talk to you later tonight and hopefully you can come to the boro soon.....i love you...and i will be in paris nnext weekend
love fish
Current mood:  happy Current music: underoath - angel below
Thursday, March 11, 2004
ok so last night i was chilling outside smoking a bowl when a bunch of people come up and one of the says hey fish.so i say hey man i didnt know who it was.then he says what are you doing and i say smoking a bowl and one of the guys says......"wanna smoke some opium...." and i say hell yeah.....so i ended up smoking all my weed and a shitload of opium....i liked it i wouldnt mind smoking just opium sometime.....
i dont have to work any this weekend and lanie is suppossed to come up here this weekend......hopefully i havent saw her in a long ass time so it will be great if she makes it up here if not i guess i will see her next weekend since i have weekends off forever now unless i wanna work.....
i keep meeting new people and i think it would be cool if everyone i met ended up becoming rich or famous that would be the shit...i could make a movie about it and then i would become a gabillionaire.
AUTOMATA should be happenning sometime soon in prolly about a month or so.so everyone be on the lookout and i am gonna make a myspace soon and put up my artwork people......
SOMEONE DO "THE MOTHERFUCKING PLAN" i have so much shit that i have here that i know would be appreciated.......
well i am gone
love fish
oh yeah i forgot i saw jesus the movie the other night since i get free movies since i work at the theater.....and i thought it sucked....
boro kids lets hang out this weekend someone from the boro it will be cool because i dont have shit to do this weekend
Current mood:  happy Current music: none
Monday, March 1, 2004
tonight is a show at the muse at around 7 or 8 i think if anyone reads this i know with blood comes beauty is playing they are a great band and good friends of mine so go and see them at the muse in nashville....
they played a show the other night in cheatham county...it was pretty good i sold some buttons and shit for them while i was being the merch chick so i guess i did some good at one of their shows for a change...then i danced for a bit.....
i got high and walked around murfreesboro last night it was interesting i went to the vegan potluck and ate then sideburns ryan and sarah left and i stayed and hung out....then decided to try and find my way to the dorm i did so all is well....
hmmmm...valentines day was great i hung out with lanie all that weekend.....my job is super fucking easy and i get payed wednesday so hopefully i wil be able to go to paris sometime soon to get mail and hang out with lanie and whatnot.....
tony hawk underground aka THUG is a damn hard game on sick level so i havent beat it yet........i was trimming my sideburns last night and took a chunk out so i am sideburnless.....but alas all is well
well i am done for now
BUT FIRST
people do "THE PLAN" and you shall get a really really cool gift....but no one will know what it is unless they do "THE PLAN".....
love fish
Current mood:  happy Current music: a leaked copy of modest mouse's new cd...
Sunday, February 22, 2004
ok the other day i told alana about some weird shit i used to dream so this is pretty much for her..........
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: ok new topic
Adonijah says: lol
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: do you remember when i used to talk about some girl in my dreams named danala
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: hey joe
Adonijah says: yes
Adonijah says: yeah you find her
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: ok guess what.i may sound crazy.but it is alana d. spelled backward
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: and i am going out with alana Doyle now
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: weird shit huh
Adonijah says: lol
Adonijah says: that is cool
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: word i agree but still weird
Adonijah says: no kick ass
Adonijah says: maybe you can see the future
the amazing pud slide slap attack says: that would be cool you remember when i used to guess the points in super bowl games and how many turn over each team had
Adonijah says: yeah
i was the amazing pud slide slap attack....weird shit huh.....
ok i am done
love fish
Thursday, February 19, 2004
first off the other shit....today i woke up no one was here so i was just in my pants rocking out playing dr robotniks mean bean machine...then andy knocks on the door and says wanna smoke a bowl we need a lighter....so i say fuck yeah....hence i smoke a bowl with him and some guy named chad....he said he asked me because he knew i would have a lighter...
now paycheck shit...
i will be working as much as i can so i will say 250 bucks is what i am gonna make...
first off pay off 52.50 in debts to sideburns and curtis i owe sideburns 42.50 for paying for my car to get untowed...blew ass i woke up went outside and lo and behold the black wave is gone so i was like shit it got towed....they didnt search my car so no drugs were found by them.....yay
then pay joe back 35.00 and get him some food for the wait...
then buy some weed so i will say 100-150 is gone
so now it is 235 total...so i have 15 bucks left over to do something with....
i am done i love all you guys and my day has been ok then total shit so i thought i would type some worthless shit to read
shower time
love fish
Current mood: shitty Current music: not applicable
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
fishy thinks that he may just cave in and get a my space for a second journal type thingy but i will not spend that much time on it i just wanna be cool since i am the essence of cool anyway...
i had a shitload of fun during the vday weekend i stayed at alanas huge house in bellevue....we got a beta fish and looked at all the pet stores....we had fun i love her so much....
i will be updating more from now on...and my journal shall be the best again since andy said it sucks...you know what andy yo mama sucks....dick...that is..
OH YEAH FISHY GOT A MOTHA FUCKIN JOB......how crazy is that.....
yesterday i hung out with a bunch of people then this one guy was like your aura is yellow pink and red...it pretty much means i am a happy person....and i am pretty sure i can learn how to see auras and that would be the shit especially when i am fucked up...imagine me freaking people out by staring at them then reading their aura and being like "oh shit something bad is gonna happen to you i can see it through your aura...." then they will freak out and make something bad happen...hahahahahah it shall be great....then i can start bending spoons and making shit levitate...word sluts....
well i am done for the night...
love fish
Current mood:  happy Current music: phantom planet
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